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不知甚麼時候開始,我開始參加各式同學會,然後,悄悄地每天進行各種懷舊的散步,老照片,老書,老街,老物....,標誌著新的開始,因為,以前的生活是依直線,現在是螺旋型,如果夠厲害,找到生命的DNA,最好依雙螺旋的方向,依著生命基因圖譜,向前行。
傍晚,懷舊的微薄燈光打到家裡塵封已久的書架,細細地彈掉灰塵,再用刷子慢慢刷。今天順利救出三本書,還替他們合影紀念。
遇見卡夫卡,這老頭還喬裝年輕小夥子,迷倒多少文青才子,也勉強幫垂危的書店度過一些難關。翻閱《審判》,和K先生打聲招呼,不過,存在已經不是我這把年紀想煩惱的問題,這就是歲月賞賜給我的一份厚禮。
另外一位超級老的傢伙,伊索,超級老頑童,是我終生的好友,三不五時我就和他閒聊。
第三本書,一本新的舊書,G. Kubler這位老兄還挺有見解,我引用第十頁的一段話,原來自古,地球人就把自然與人文分開,這種二分法真慘喔。
我的懷舊散步,慢半拍,但是,找到「重視生命,享受生活」的雙螺旋方向,繼續向前行。
再引用Kubler所說的生物時間與歷史時間,我把這兩股流動,看成生命與生活,倫理與美學,就是我的散步雙螺旋:
Biological time consists of uninterrupted durations of statistically predicable lengths: each organism exists from birth to death upon an expected life-span. Historical time, however, is intermittent than it is continuous, and the intervals between actions are infinitely variable in duration and content. (p.13)
再引用Kubler所說的生物時間與歷史時間,我把這兩股流動,看成生命與生活,倫理與美學,就是我的散步雙螺旋:
Biological time consists of uninterrupted durations of statistically predicable lengths: each organism exists from birth to death upon an expected life-span. Historical time, however, is intermittent than it is continuous, and the intervals between actions are infinitely variable in duration and content. (p.13)
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